This is killing me.
This week he's got barbershop. Next week is tech week. Week after is show week. We after that is prom. 2 Weeks to graduation. Then he moves. Forever.
This isn't something like, oh he's going away to college and then I won't get to see him until he comes home on break or over Christmas or whatever. No. This is he's moving to Ohio, going to school out there and the chances of me ever seeing him again are pretty much zero. I can't believe it's coming up so soon...
You don't need to lose it to know that you had it good...
He told me back in February that he was probably moving. That's okay...we've still got time together. It's just horrible when you've had nothing but absolutly rotten luck with boys you're whole life and then you find THE guy. I'm not saying he and I will ever get married or anything...but we didn't do anything to mess up our relationship. We're entirely happy together. And it's being TAKEN away.
It's the way that he makes you feel...
I'm so comfortable with him. There's absolutly no pressure. I love his family. His mom is the sweetest lady in the world. His dad is hilarious and his brothers are awesome. I've embraced his admitedly dorky hobbies and have found myself having an odd affinity for barbershop music and aquateen hunger force.
I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do...
We've never even fought. We never argued. And for those of you who think we never had to work for anything, bullshit. For the first three months or so we hardly ever saw each other. Trying to make a relationship work where there is little to no time to be together is a waste of time to some, but well worth the effort for others. Every memory of senior year (save homecoming) he's in...
You have been the one, you have been the one for me...
So I guess I'll have to live. It's hard to think it's ending so soon. It's harder to think it's over for good.
That's my stud. | 
